I have always been a little restless. St Augustine says "My heart is restless, until it rests in You." I have spent the past few years searching for the meaning to this phrase only to be driven again towards the unknown, with different people, and new things to learn. My sister would call that character building. But, I follow my heart...and for some reason my heart thinks my character still needs building (when does it stop?!). So, in my twenty-third year, I prepare to make the biggest change of my life. This one involves me leaving the comforts of my home to venture to my new residence in Durban, South Africa.
I am creating this blog primarily as a way to share my experiences with my loved ones. But even more than simply keeping in touch, I want to share the stories of the people I am bound to meet. In the short time we spend on this earth we are profoundly impacted by the people we love. Our whole idea about the world and its meaning is shaped around our relationships. The things we learn through those we love go on to form our thoughts and feelings about the happenings around us: they drive our decisions, and ultimately our life goals. Love makes us see who we are and forces us to come to terms with who we need to be.
The love I have experienced in my life (whether through family or friends) has helped me reach the decision to travel to South Africa. I know it’s backward that I would move thousands of miles away because the people I surround myself with love me. But I think maybe the way they love me makes me strong enough to be able to make a move like this.
In the course of the year of 2010 I will work hand in hand with a community of volunteers and a community of Africans. This year will hopefully bring me a better understanding of the ultimate direction of my life and, even more hopefully, I want to share the things I feel blessed to experience.
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Thank you so much for starting this and being so honest. I deeply admire not only the journey you are about to embark on, but the woman you are today as you set out.
ReplyDeleteI love you and we are with you each step of the way. I can't wait to learn more about your community, work, life, and faith as the year goes on! Love, Coco
What Coco said. Love ya and miss ya! Dad
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